iUndeadPixels

Thanks to anybody who's still here, to everyone who's been kind enough to comment an still care. It means so much, and to come back with 17 notifications (a new number) even though I've been basically the human version of a desert right now is proof you people are awesome. If any of you have concerns about my situation, want to talk or anything, let me know and I can give you my skype. I've been drawing more, writing more, and using Photoshop/Light room more plus photography. I've yet to show all these skill sets on here, but someday I shall. If anyone gets my skype or already has it and they would like to see, just let me know. Bye

    Over time things have gotten worse, and I hate it. Relationship stuff, friendships, and more were wrecked by the simple fact my dad couldn't pay bills like a normal person. For soon to be 3 months, I've been homeless and still am yet my mom's fellow church member is letting us stay at her house for a little bit until we're back on our feet. Carrying bags around from North Richmond to random hotels in the city I'm currently in, missing days of school, and the reason North Richmond is mentioned is because my dad's parent's old home is where we had to go but the catch is it's hoarded, infested with bugs, has caught fires inside before, and millions of other things I couldn't type without breaking my fingers. It smells like pneumonia and I ended up coming back to Fairfield in yet another hotel with bite marks (my mom had one where she couldn't even move her foot), and a messed up stomach from inhaling the oxygen inside that house. Picture about 7 or 8 dogs in one place, and imagine one being your own and seeing it chewing itself raw because it has fleas from living somewhere it shouldn't have to be. Watching it try following you out the door when you know you won't be coming back any time soon, trying not to break down in your brothers car. There's too many elements to this and it's really hard to explain the actual pain of enduring this, and it's happened millions of times before to me and my 5 siblings yet it never ceases to hurt at some point.

    My DA account a while back banned me from doing any sort of purchases due to a glitch whilst getting a membership (they said they couldn't fix or do anything about it, I was irritated for a bit) and I miss being able to customize my profile and all that other jazz, so I might make a new profile. People probably won't comment or see this, but thanks to anyone who might. If I deactivate this account, would I be able to make a new one under the same name? I don't know if I wanna do it or not just yet, but I might soon. Farewell for now, and let's hope my activity clears up on here. :'T

Life is hectic as all hell but I'm still sorta here xD I've been drawing more and improving a lot, but whenever and however I get another core membership I'll post more given I'm still banned from buying anything :'I I dunno if I wanna make a new account since I've done so much on here, plus I would lose my username but I dunno, we'll see-

_{How is everyone by the way? I miss you all so much-}

My profile is so naked omg
Hi though people, although I barely submit I've been drawing a lot haha-
I wanna make a new profile since I can't buy stuff on here but ugh I have so many people I watch, favorites, etc and I don't wanna leave that, as well my username ;-; I don't know what I can do, if anyone has some ideas besides that I could maybe go to please lemme know